Showing posts with label my dailies~. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my dailies~. Show all posts
*~.My first blood donation.~*
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It always seems to be scary when it comes to 'blood',
Dont let me see someone bleeding there,
And next, I should be the one who will be send to hospital! >.<


I'm always in such 'lack blood' stage,
But kinda excited when this blood donation activity is going on.
So I somehow cheated one of the doctor,
And make my way straight for blood donation!!


It seems too normal for me,
My blood flows so fast and i'm so fine to be mentioned.
Until when the bag is half-fulled,
Images seems starting to get blur,
And starting to have some headache.
My blood starts to drips than flows,
I got so pale that nurses coming around me,
Checking whether i blurred off.


Waited quite long to fill up my blood bag,
And i just lay, resting for almost 30 minutes compared to others which takes bout 10 minutes.
Both hands and legs get so 'soft',
Face getting so pale,
BUT,
I'm always ready to get my 2nd blood donation in no time!!
=)))))
*kinda addicted*
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*~.What a friend of mine.~*
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She is a friend who i knew since form 1,
A friend who is dedicated and crazy.
She is a friend who always stays by my side,
A friend who protects and loves me.
She is a friend who cries with me,
A friend who joke and laugh and get insane together.
She is a friend who helps me,
A friend who never leaves me when i'm in BIG or tiny little problem.


Today,
She is still who she is.
Still the girl i knew years and years ago,
Lol, i L-O-V-E having you as my BFF!!!

We always break into tears when we're having girly talks,
As we know that it's time to express.
We always end up in laughter,
As we know our friendship would last forever.

As we enter this new environment,
Gossip-S are trying to break us up,
Bad words trying to make us crazy,
Jealousy amongst others wanna beat us off,
But there's something they never knew,
As long as you live,
And as long as i live,
We would never blow this friendship off,
As we are still holding our hands tightly.
A knot between us that would never loose so easily,
As we build it up firmly for 7 years!

Maybe we would never chat for days, weeks or even months,
But remember girl,
You're still right inside my heart,
I would never want to leave you,
Never want to leave you alone,
I'm a friend who wants to talk to you, lead you, giving advise or even giving you an april fool joke!
=))))))


What a friend of mine!
I believe as we appreciate and nurture this relationship,
We would still come out for grandmother talk when we're in our 70's. =)


Wai Siuan,
Friendship forever.
My BFF!!!!
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*~.Couple up.~*
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Okay,
I admit, I'm really bad..
I think my blog gotta some kind of coma,
it's almost dead~
Nvm, i gotta give it some CPR right now,
Make it alive for sometime, until the next come~ =)

Lol,
Shock see-ing my tajuk??
Got 'cha!!! =ppp
Actually it's not me who coupled up, i'm referring to my fb frens..
Lately, i found out tat lots and lots of friends coupled up..
Trend nowadays??
Then i'm seriously outdated..!! >.<

Couple up is something good, actually..
Hmm, depends on who ur partner is..
It's real not easy to stay iar for my age now, i mean for those who are mature enough~
Those so-call-yesterday-secondary-puppy-love doesn't work at all for NOW~!!
Why??
They are sure whys and wherefores, figure it out urself..

Alrite, 1 more thing.
During 21th january 2010, somehow it was my 19th birthday,
And i saw a full-moon infront of my house~ =p
YOU get wat i mean?? *hahahahah*
Thanks to ALL who celebrate my birthday wif me, and those who wished me and those who rmb me! THANKS ALOT!!! =)

Yea, i'm gotta upload photos of my birthday party later,
Totally late for now,
I'm too busy and tired to on9 dy..
Gotta leave my blog in coma state again..
Things happening around me, tonnes to say..
But i choose to keep mum! =p
Guys, see you all later~! *wink*


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*~.It's Christmas <3.~*
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Jingle bell, jingle bell~
We wish you a merry christmas~
Feliz Navidad, bala bababa~
Joy to the world~

Yo guys, It's Christmas!! ♥
Aikss, although today is 26th, but the joy of Christmas is still in my heart.
Finally,
Everything i'm putting effort into,
Everything i'm real busy into,
Everything i'm really care and love,
Comes to an end. =)
Those appointments and dates wif my church buddies,
Gone and end.

Christmas,
Is always a time to remember His birth and His deeds.
To celebrate His birth,
To get fully busy wif all presentation n decorations.
And surely,
To get insane wif my church buddies.
This year special case,
Also spending time wif band kaki. =p
It's always busy, same and it's a repeatation.
I appreciate 'em.
I love 'em.
It becomes a routine tat i never want to leave.
Although i'll get super busy wif Christmas stuff.
But i enjoyed.
And i surely hope tat it wont change for the rest of my life~!

I attended 2 church celebration,
Surely 1 is mine and another is onn's.
It's fun running around during tis festive.
Hanging out wif frens until 3am??
Kaka, make my hair spoilt till it's root.
Spraying spray and making up till mad~!
*enjoyed*

My physical doesn't give me full cooperation,
My body condition get weird these days.
Giving me some sadness and tiredness.
Haha, but i'm strong enough. ^^

Hmm,
I'm somehow different this Christmas.
Not to say i dont have义气,
It's just a matter of time,
One day,
You guys will figure it out by YOURSELF.. =)

Wanna share some pics here.
Some rare ones~ =p
For more photos on Christmas Eve, welcome you to view my fb~ =)
Enjoyed~!

Enn wif SKIRT! Love this sooo much~ =)

Yin and me~ =)

Latest pic wif my bro~

Gor gor timothy. The druken. =p

Backdrop of our celebration.

This thing keep me busy for the whole December.

All red-dies, the carolling ones. =)
Just part of our youth.
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*~.Do i know you.~*
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Neh!!!
Phew, phew, phew..
quite sometime i was blank...keep on seeing frens updating theirs while i remain mine...
I was not having empty schedule, just felt nothing worth to mention bout...
p/s, my bro snatch this laptop away from days since chinese was the oli paper left..
It was heaven for him now..
Missing those days last year, when i was so free till i flew to taiwan..♥
arrrgggh!!
my weight show no sign of decreasing...T.T
i'm crapping..it was increasing for this past 1 year...
duh!!
Do i know you??
i'm not losing memories, i'm asking myself...
These days, especially now, this question kept on mingle over me.
It was not the 1st time,
Others do know who am i more than myself.
They can analysis my every character, actions, thinking..
Although it's not 100/100, but why they can?
frankly speaking, i cant...
I cant actually analysis wat am i, wat do i really like, wat kind am i..
I just know wat action i'm taking as it happens frequently.
sometimes when they describe me,
I wonder, am i such person??
How do they know me so good...
hmm,
sometimes i really do wonder why i so stupid...
walao,
getting more n more ppl saying me- N (naive n noob) T.T
Maybe tis holiday make me insane...
Christmas is coming soon...=)
although thinking of tat create more problems..
aiya...
dont ever make myself sad...^^
But, let me ask you something first...
*Do you know me?*
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*~.I miss my LONG HAIR!!.~*
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I regret........
Tat's the only word i can say...
I'm back to wat i looked 1 year ago, i'm having short hair now....T.T
i miss my loooong hair!!
haiz, actually i cant do anything, the only way is just to wait and wait, wait for them to grow back.
actually i went to saloon on tuesday. Hoping to get some rebounding.
The uncle was great.
His skills, how he communicate, how to joke wif us..he was a great man..=)
But, i dunno why i just accept his advice to cut my sideburn! T.T
You also went to saloon before, if you node ur head, ur hair is gone.
Just wat i experienced before, my whole head lose 3 inches of hair!! OMG!!
If you know me, i do love my hair very much and i keep on growing my hair.
I have not been to saloon for this pass 1 year just to keep them long.
Then here comes my nightmare, i'm having the same length of short hair on year 2008.
Sob sob sob........T.T
When i get back to my room, i looked into the mirror, i think i cried?? oops~
Somehow i just cant accept this fact, tat i said 'yes' to cut my hair short......=(
My whole brain,
still thinking about my hair my hair..
no face see ppl...@@
1 more year....1more year...
Nid to wait 1 more year oli i can become someone i want?!
Haiz....speaking frankly...
I got nothing to do...
Wat i nid is to just....
WAIT~~~~!!
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*~.Double champ double glory.~*
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It was like yesterday..that i still can see those hardwork we done during the preparation of our drama competition. It is the annual form 6 english drama competition..it was something meaningless and wasting time for me at first...but after the whole thing, i and my class really enjoy the moments although the process and journey was difficult and bumpy..

As you know, i'm in art class now..facing different classmates i ever meet before, facing different attitudes and characters of them, having foul language all day long, damn and useless jokes and not having the cooperation and spirit in them...these attitudes really makes me and yc mad!! Furthermore we are having our finals the week before drama, finals and MUET pack our schedule. The whole scrip finished just after we finished our finals...Between 7 days, we finished rehearsal, practising violin skills and those backdrops. Show you guys those photos, i really do like 'em sooo much!!

I'm not sure why there are classes which are making us their enemy or challenger, they pop up as time goes near..feeling of enemies and anxious fill us...and when we see others preparing their stuff and few classes having much more classmates than us. It comes the pressure and our mental got so tired. Everyday we stay back and drive out to buy stuff for the competition. Getting in going out, rushing in and hurry back...duh!! So tired. Everything come back to normal path during the last few days. All cooperate and we had 2 rehearsal and we're fully prepared for the competition!!!

It was really rewarding when we got 1st in the competition. No doubt, our director is really talented..*i'm lifting you high up yc* Without any teachers help and guidance, we won!! All of us found comfortable wif each other although in the pass we had lots of arguements. It was really a relief!!! I am really proud of wat we achieve. Ppl look down at us, but we prove to them we aint JERK!! Our class's results aint bottom but above, we got 1st in canteen day and drama competition, our maths results breaking records compared to our seniors in those years behind, we got lousy teachers but you cant underestimate how great we are...hahaaa. Maybe i'm too boasting around, we still got weaknesses inside us, but just wanna tell those who look down at us. See wat we achieve, DONT EVER STEP US DOWN!!

Alright, i gotta end. Share some great memories wif you guys. ENJOY!!!


We got 1st!!

This is call team work.

1st price and sourvenir.

We used our hands to decorate the backdrop. *shines*



Director and me. =)

Gangsters in our drama. =p

Besties in class!!

Having fun.....!!

Main characters. Sam and Eve, the blind.

Lastly, celebrating in KFC!!!
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*~.When ending crossed the starting point.~*
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Final exam ends today. *banzai!!*

Everything tat pressurised me ends today..

Excepted for MUET, it's coming soon, so near...

until you can feel it, just beside you, breathing...

It was just a final exam...

Yup, just a final...but, you cant imagine how much pressure i got. *dostano*

It was just like yesterday, those days when i'm sitting in canteen...

Studying, wif all other frens...in chan wa...

those pressure acting on me, having the same amount wif wat i got during spm..

At this very moment, somehow i thought..

I start to think twice why am i here...

*bluh* just throw 'em away!!

I got my studies to concentrate on...5 subjects. 5 subjects.

Form 6 aint easy~!!

Damn tough!!!

It's not wat u can imagine if you're in secondary skol now...

And these ends my lower six form.

So fast, speed of light..

I end everything in lower six NOW!

And here starts my upper six this moment..

although it's not 2010 now..but it's a reality..

STPM is wat i will face in no time..

wat the, why should you tick so fast??? *dostano*

Besides, Christmas is coming..*sugeh*

dances, mining, dramas, lots and lots of presentation to prepare...

Tick tock tick...here ends 2009..

I should explained, what've i done this year.

Frankly, did I ever benefit?

It's a question mark..damn...! *sumi maseh*

When ending crossed the staring point..

It's totally a different feeling..

Jo, set a big greedy demand for yourself...and do it!

Gambatehmas~!!!

[ 9:36pm Wed 4/10/09 ]
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*~.Notice.~*
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Argh...got a bad news now..a big thanks to my beloved brother..because of his non-stop playing computer games..and touching the laptop everyday, included SPM trials, my great daddy is going to move this laptop into his school until SPM OVERS~!!!

Wat the..because of this mr. ron..i and mummy get scolded thousand and thousand times..rmb, it's not our fault..!! He is the one who take out the laptop, he's the one who faces it almost 10 hours, he's the one who talk back when scolded by daddy..and i and mummy is the one who get all those 'side-effect'!! We are scolded by him, of letting mr. ron use the laptop..we get scold because he touch the laptop and also not studying..wat the..if you know ron, he'll just shout at you if you interrupted him when he's on him gaming mood..no matter who are you..you'll just get smash by him..

So?? Now i'm the one feeling all these consequences..i cant use this laptop because of him..!! I aint wrong~!! I didnt do anything wrong but get scolding by others..hate all these 'anger recycle'..sometimes wanna just run away from this place..

Good..everything happening now makes me wanna buy my own laptop without getting their permission..i got my own laptop, i'll buy over the wireless which 'owned' by ron..really cant imagine wat the f***...i nid to go throught so many procedur just to get myself on-line~!!

I'll miss you all for this moment..if got chance..i'll try to update myself using alternative ways..haiz...i gotta miss you babe, laptop.............
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*~.First car accident.~*
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Here comes my first time..a not-good first time..yup, car accident..walao, memang shui larh..somemore this stupid man hit-and-run argh~!!! Memang got angry by this useless pig..!

When? Yesterday, i mean Monday larh..when i'm going to tuition. What time? Erm, about 6:30pm in the busy evening. Where? Just right infront of the junction of Caltex petrol station. Who? Stupid, useless and damn irresponsible Malay pig, is a man, with his whole family in the car. How? Here comes my story..I was driving to PA tuition yesterday, then i suddently heard a 'pop' sound..i thought my tyre got burst or hit a screwdriver..then i decided to stop in the nearest petrol station, which is Caltex and take a look at my back tyre..just a look..not more than 1 minute even..okok, no problem..then i drive straight to the junction to turn out..dunno where comes this stupid car..according to law, he should line up behind me and wait fer his turn..but that stupid man overtake me from my left just right at my blind spot. I drive out when there is no car.."Scratch, scratch" suddently i found out there is a car just beside me so so so damn close..his car scratch mine..DAMN~

I got so angry and nervous and scare and shock at the same time..(how can i have so many emotions at the same time..@@) I didnt think much, just open the car door, i didnt even hold my handbreak..just get down and scold him..I know he's totally wrong and i'm totally right..I just make him say :" I'm wrong." It's kinda bad, but who ask him to go so near me..i know i'm attractive (perasaan =p) So, i decided to communicate using English, there comes Malay's weakness..he cant speak at all..just " i tak jalan, i tak jalan.." kinda syok when all his family members looking at him, losing when he's talking..wakaka~~ At last, he said :" Pergi report lor." I said :" Pergilah, pergi report, saya tak salah." BUT, that man press on his minyak right away i park my car properly!! He just run away from his doing..wtf!! What is he doing..i got shock..i'm shock anyway..haiz...

I called my daddy..wif shaky hands..and also wif tears..scare ma, first time..after informing him..i still nid to go to tuition..drive to rasah wif shake shake hands..got scare jor..at least still driving at 60km/j larh..Big thx to my frens there..they calm me down and also teach me what to do when all these things happen..Muackz, thank you friends~~Driving home after tuition..got my parents out to see how serious my babe got injurt..my daddy taught me quite alot of 'accident knowledge'..at least i know wat to do if i meet the same thing in the future...Got shock and scare..didnt have my dinner than take rest dy..

Sorry babe..you got injured jor..i know i'm not the one who make you end like this..but gotta admit that sometimes i memang drive quite fast..paiseh..next time will put more effort to take care of you de..Most importantly, i wanna thank God that He protected me from all risk and dangerous stuff..although it's an accident..small one..but i'm not injured at all..gotta pray hard before going out dy...

[ 11:18pm Tuesday]
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LOVE BITES~!!
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There is two wonderful saturdays that my beloved youth committees organised this captain ball league, having 4 teams amongst us, we get prepared to conquer the field in blossom..


Yea~that league is really fun, but i'm not those who love the sun so much...i got my tanned skin right after the first week of captain ball...BUT, i do enjoy my time sweating...i'm not sweating for months...^^


Okok, why love bites?? actually those love bite is not from human, it's from animal...WHAT?? animal...yea...they gave me 11 love bite tim...shock right?? but there are price to pay...it's so itchy, having sleepless night because of them...


Frankly, i got those love bites from ants larh...dunno wat kind of ants, but real real itchy...they hurts too...it's because i sat on the field as score-keeper for almost 2 hours...firstly i thought i'm having mosquito bites, because i always do attract mosquito compared to all my friends...but after the day we have our captain ball, those bites got so so swollen, until my leg look like an elephant leg...bluh! yer, so ugly...


I'm uploading some pics of my thigh...just got three spots for you all...others located just below my butt...haha~









There are not only redish...they hurt and itch!!! almost all of my friends got shock when they saw them...[cos i'm wearing skirt to school] OMG...i suffer so much...one of my friend even said tat i cant wear short pants for 2 months...i'm so worry because i'm going to a youth camp end of this month...i nid to recover...>.<

Thank God that He listen to my prayer, after suffering for about 10 days...i saw improvement dy...^^ but also lots and lots of thx to friends who also worry with me, they bring medicine, lots and lots of kind...advice and care...thx ya...you guys medicine works!! I campur them together and apply...hehe...

11 love bites on my thigh...ANTS, do you know how much it hurts?? [12:58am]

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