No Reason,

Just on that day, i read a article about "ugly Malaysian, poor Malaysian and good Malaysian"...as it's common sense..all human beings have their ugly side..but the moral values and ur religion teaching help and stop you from doing really bad and ugly things in life..and just just today in school..i really can testify the UGLYNESS of human being..wtf (i really nid to say tis!)

First, let me introduce those main characters in this ugly act in my class..LOVE BIRDS, teachers call them..we as students call them狗男女..i noe it sounds really bad, but after this post, you're find tat you really HATE them..i do mean wat i said!! The guy, at first he was in st.paul having his secondary..he came in late for form 6 for about 2 months. Character-PROUD, talk loudly, weird voice..feeling to throw out when i hear him speaking, having dont-mess-up-wif-me-face, bad eyes bad nose smelly mouth..believe me, if you have good taste..you WONT choose him as ur bf..!! Next, the girl, she was a chan wa-rian..feedbacks from her primary and secondary frens..quiet gal amongst gals, if a guy sit beside her and make jokes bout her, she wil cry immediately, dont mix wif others, conclusion=good girl...Now, one word, BITCH! Character-dont look into her eyes, she got i-will-kill-you-face (but i'm not scare), bad results, poor emotional control, wil just hit any table and shout at anyone, weak in spiritual and mental and most importantly, no respect of her own BODY! you know wat i mean..Alright, finish intro..

Do you know wat's自知自明??haiz, gotta use some chinese..it's good you know..but those ugly ppl they just throw their dignity on the ground and step on it..they let me have no respect towards them, even 0.0001% i wont have any!! Ok..let me start telling you their actions for these months..let you all understand what attitude they have first..Love birds, ya, they are love birds which touch each other in class. The guy touch the gal physically from head to toe in our class without any respect towards us..come on, it hurts our eyes..they hug, they kiss, they touch here and there infront of us..it has been some tough times for the 2 indian girls which sit behide them..they actually cant concentrate well everyday, with this 2 performancer performing. They are passive kind of student..dont go for extra class, ko-kurikulum and activities in class. End.

So our MUET teacher scold them today in class for being absent or ponteng in other words during exam..they skip 4 papers and just sit for 1. They give stupid reasons like "after i ate the roti canai, i got high fever, running nose and cough" so they got absent for more than 1 week. Next, teacher wanna split them because there are many complains from our class and other classes, complains of their 'kesayangan'..then the guy immediately point to the indian gal behide him and accuse her. Teacher got mad (suppose to) scolding continue..here comes climax..just after the teacher left..the guy stand and scold the indian gal. Where on earth do these ppl come from?!! They did something very wrong in a malay skol, now accusing others and scold others. So, the indian gal talk bak, then the bitch stand up and shout" DIAM CAT LARH NI" The love birds start scolding the indian gal like she was wrong in the first place complaining them. The bitch continue to hit tables and shouting !@#$%^&*(). Wtf..i really cant stand, i walk out from my class, if not i think i'll involved helping the indian gal..no one help out. why?? you'll gotta have lots of prob wif these 2 love birds during ur form 6 life..it's something like自己顾自己..

Few of us sit down and talk about them..those wtf love birds..i'm really sad now..sad, angry and wtf wif their attitude..they have done something really bad to my class (i'm the assit monitor) feel like they come conquer and torture tis class..fuck. Cant stand looking at them as the King and Queen..just cant stand them..as they act normal and usual after tat 'war'..!

The ugly and bad side of them..teachers are telling me that they beat that they wil stop schooling..teachers are waiting for movies..== Anything..i know i cant do much..as just to protect ourselves..cant wait, cant wait that day when they got their surat berhenti sekolah due to their 'kesayangan'..i'm bad, i'm bad for today..haiz..emo emo..well, you like them??

[2:36am Friday]

am i really too innocent...? too innocent to get cheated...?? *bluh* just get too innocent to be bull-shited by them...??!! hey...come on...being innocent doesn't break the law...it dont hurt someone and should be diklasifikasikan under good-behavior...! but wat-the-heck is going on...seems tat 'innocent' is the most welcomed 'prey' in bull-shit society...

always pointing fingers to others...well...i think it's time to think twice...izzit my problem or those bull-shit's problems...? yeah...gotta admit in front of you guys...i memang...memang...memang...innocent~! so wat?? innocent ma innocent lor...there's nothing wrong...just cant get it...how those bull-shit-society will used this holy-pure-clean-attitude to do those dirty and polluted stuff...?!

searching...finding...looking...fer someone i can really do trust...i noe...there are bunches of girls out there...who really care and love me...i memang appreciate it...don leave me...better than...*wee*...but i also noe that...i gotta find some kind of 'shit'...that's not from 'the bull'...at least few 'shits'...fer me to trust...to prevent hating them...haiz...

so YOU bull-shit...if you're from the bull...stay away from me...!! warn you ya...dont take advantages from innocent girls...they are just who they are...keeping themselves as pure they can...not busuk-and-polluted as YOU...bull-shit...! innocent so wat...that's the way i want...dont regret when YOU mess up wif me...only those 'clean-shits' are welcome...*burst in laughter* i'm actually using shit as a adjective...haha...memang funny...*wakaka*

am i too innocent...?? YEA~!! and tat's the way i want...!