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Sorry guys for not updating my blog for quite sometime...i'm quite busy these days with different different stuff...BUT i'm here again...with some sort-of-indifferent-and-wild-stuff~^^

As you all know tat, i'm a ex-band member but i still do stick around wif most of my friends...we started as friend, then grow lil abnormal, later gone bit crazy, next getting mad and now we are extremely WILD!! Haha, we are like those totally extremely pressurized white-collar stuff set free for one-hour-rest kind, think all kinds of stupid idea, ridiculous stuff and extravagant thought...example?? Alright, here comes my main topic, in conjunction to celebrate our 3 lucky stars amongst us-yechen, onn and peizi...we all together make a totally indifferent overnight party in peizi's house...well, when it's time to have such overnight gathering, we will sure end-up in her house. This is because her house is extraordinary large and wide, besides that we 'miss' her 2 lovely Rottweiler...*OMG* Her parents too always welcome us with wide arms...and they too offer us extra freedom...hehe~



You must be wonder, what kind of overnight party is that?? Okok...it's some kind of cosplay but we convert in into something very silly larh...tat's wat i can say...it's a PYJAMAS PARTY~!!! Surely not ordinary pyjamas, for sure...if not sure very sien de...we all agreed to dress ourselves extraordinary and sure RIDICULOUS...! Wakaka...and this suprise suppose belongs to her, but she's too clever...she fool us around before we can ever touch her...*bluh* However, it's still really fun...we make a real real silly video with all of us cat-walking with those pyjamas...all of us roll-on-the-floor after those silly actions...BUT, tat video is totally P&C...we cant let you guys see our ugly part...dissapointed?? i like it~!! ^^



I mention 'extra freedom' right?? So can you figure it out?? Alright, we are 18 this year, real sweet 18...so we can do something which 18's can do...not those movie larh...something not that worse...we drank~!! PZ's father offer us lots of expencive ones...we drank red wine, champagne as well as cold duck, white nip...we drank plenty of them...tat's was my first drank...we enjoy ourselves until 4am...and delightly, i'm not drunk at all...so i'm so proud to be a good alcoholic...*floating in the air* wakaka...



Show time!!! Although we are prohibited to upload these pics, but our yxhin steps out the bold step, she risk her life just to upload these pics in facebook...and expose all our uglyness...so, next it's my turn...let me show some of our funny pics during these overnight party...ENJOY~~~

















For you guys information, those yummy chicken chop was cooked by our main chef, Chef Kent and also other chef like Chef Joanne~^^ and bla bla bla...the blueberry cake there...saw it?? We also make it by our ownselves...nice right?? We figure it out the whole process and make it a very successful party...Yaya...one more thing...we also have our PZ's bf to this party...wanna know who he is?? Figure it out by yourself...the answer is in the picture.



*blink* ^___^ [9:37pm]
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Unbelivable...! i did something which tat something is a something which i'm not so me...! haha...actually it's nothing so special or big larh...hehe...so tat not-so-me-something is...i went to the seremban half marathon...and i really do finish the whole event...



as you guys know...i'm not those girl tat like under-the-so-hot-sun activities...i rather sit at home than having basketball in the damn hot afternoon..." i'll become super-tanned" ...tat's wat's i always says...BUT this time i-dunno-why...dunno why i end-up waking up at 6am in the morning just to get myself early there in MPS hall...



actually is yoong xhin who call us out...tis is totally out of my idea...i'm not stepping into tat marathon...tat's my answer when she asked me...then...she ended up calling friends and she also insist me to go...*bluh*...then tat night i enjoyed kfc cheesy wedges and also the cheesy macaroni...*yummy*...so so...those food really increased my carbohydrats and also fats and also energy and also blah blah blah...oh gosh...i cant afford to get so FAT during these days...argh argh...okok then...BECAUSE of those fats...because of friendship...because of curiousity...so so...i ended-up there---MPS!



it's not possible for me to finish those tracks...i'm not finishing them...i told myself...just make it a walk for awhile...just go out and talk larh...again a but...i start to feel so comfortable when sweats starting to flow from my neck, cheek...maybe it's time for me to sweat after a so-long-break since last year...i continue to walk and even run wif kent and xhin...we enjoyed our time being a 'moron' wif lil kids all around...we enjoyed the whole process in spite of one guy missed those fun...haha...



we walk more than run...so the whole process takes me about 1-half-hour...we end this marathon wif 15,000++ of steps taken...and stuck our stomach wif root beers...bravo bravo...!



side-effects=my legs are so sore...pain i mean...it's all red when i take a look at the bottom of my leg...hmmm...my leg's muscle grows happily...hehe...i renew my sweats...and i think tat i lose some of those fats...hmmm...tat's really good...but i think i wont have enough strength to walk all around skol 2moro...it's quite big in durah...


lastly...i'm interested to join this marathon next year...i'm wondering if lil birdly L is coming wif us...^^ i've conquered one of the-imposibble-task in my life during my sweet 18...sounds good ya...*bawakakaka*
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sorry guys...long time didnt post...lazy cells ruling over me...furthermore i'm so busy wif my current social life...i can list out '100 reasons of having busy life'...i'm full of so-call-reasons...== ok stop it...going into main idea...

tat day...err...one day...nope, it should be one night...i went to someone's wake wif ws...i'm a big girl...i can drive now, i hang wif my frens often, we play and do crazy stuff...BUT not going to someone wake or funeral with big bunch of buddies...! ok...i drove my fren there...we went in two...stepping into some place i went before...but it doesnt belongs to me...those idols...those sounds...fire and smoke...fake money...i dont really feel comfortable there...but i really want to put a visit to my fren...py...her bro died of blood cancer...leukemia...i think i've got the correct spelling?? i noe tat she can just break down cos of the death...so i insist to make a visit...

the place was so damn jam...3 person's wake in the same moment...damn...somemore...i dunno which place is hers...i didnt even sms her tat i'm coming...oli way...find wif ur own eyes...luckily...my first 'choice' hit the jackpot...we saw her sitting there...they have sort of so-call-system-or-procedure...we waited there almost one hour to talk to her...she cry her heart out...her eyes seems so so red until i'm so sad and down tat night..."it's good for both...ur bro wont suffer anymore...your family also wont have to suffer then onwards..." tat's wat i can say...but deep inside my heart...it's a pain...burden...i suffer...really much pain dwelling inside me...

i and my fren stuck there fer almost 2 hours...we left cos ws's father gotta get a parang knife chasing her if she's not bak home on time...i rushed her bak...then the burden starts bursting out again...it's a new experience stepping into someone's wake without parents' guidence...without someone to protect you...those images i saw just overcome me...it's really SAD to see someone 23 years old just pass away without knowing God...

those burden...pain i mean is knowing someone...knowing souls just leave the world without knowing God...without knowing Him who saves them...without accepting God as their savior...i said it's a relief...but it's NOT!! yes...they left this cruel and painful world...but their next and forever destination it's more and more suffering...it feel so pain when i see souls just going there...

these burdens....God put 'em into me...He let me see...how painful His heart is...He let me feel 'em also...and He's always talking to me...i noe i need to prepare for those prophesies...i need to medidate 'em...as i am making into reality...i AM going to...! so Lord help me...to be sensitive to you...i'm getting mad n dissapointed as many of 'em dont appreciate You...give me those strength to overcome 'em.....

life...so fragile...so brittle...friends....appreciate yours...as it's the ONLY one you get...make it meaningfull and cherish 'em... kado...i'm cherishing mine...so wat bout yours?? [11:56pm]