sorry guys...long time didnt post...lazy cells ruling over me...furthermore i'm so busy wif my current social life...i can list out '100 reasons of having busy life'...i'm full of so-call-reasons...== ok stop it...going into main idea...
tat day...err...one day...nope, it should be one night...i went to someone's wake wif ws...i'm a big girl...i can drive now, i hang wif my frens often, we play and do crazy stuff...BUT not going to someone wake or funeral with big bunch of buddies...! ok...i drove my fren there...we went in two...stepping into some place i went before...but it doesnt belongs to me...those idols...those sounds...fire and smoke...fake money...i dont really feel comfortable there...but i really want to put a visit to my fren...py...her bro died of blood cancer...leukemia...i think i've got the correct spelling?? i noe tat she can just break down cos of the death...so i insist to make a visit...
the place was so damn jam...3 person's wake in the same moment...damn...somemore...i dunno which place is hers...i didnt even sms her tat i'm coming...oli way...find wif ur own eyes...luckily...my first 'choice' hit the jackpot...we saw her sitting there...they have sort of so-call-system-or-procedure...we waited there almost one hour to talk to her...she cry her heart out...her eyes seems so so red until i'm so sad and down tat night..."it's good for both...ur bro wont suffer anymore...your family also wont have to suffer then onwards..." tat's wat i can say...but deep inside my heart...it's a pain...burden...i suffer...really much pain dwelling inside me...
i and my fren stuck there fer almost 2 hours...we left cos ws's father gotta get a parang knife chasing her if she's not bak home on time...i rushed her bak...then the burden starts bursting out again...it's a new experience stepping into someone's wake without parents' guidence...without someone to protect you...those images i saw just overcome me...it's really SAD to see someone 23 years old just pass away without knowing God...
those burden...pain i mean is knowing someone...knowing souls just leave the world without knowing God...without knowing Him who saves them...without accepting God as their savior...i said it's a relief...but it's NOT!! yes...they left this cruel and painful world...but their next and forever destination it's more and more suffering...it feel so pain when i see souls just going there...
these burdens....God put 'em into me...He let me see...how painful His heart is...He let me feel 'em also...and He's always talking to me...i noe i need to prepare for those prophesies...i need to medidate 'em...as i am making into reality...i AM going to...! so Lord help me...to be sensitive to you...i'm getting mad n dissapointed as many of 'em dont appreciate You...give me those strength to overcome 'em.....
life...so fragile...so brittle...friends....appreciate yours...as it's the ONLY one you get...make it meaningfull and cherish 'em... kado...i'm cherishing mine...so wat bout yours?? [11:56pm]
tat day...err...one day...nope, it should be one night...i went to someone's wake wif ws...i'm a big girl...i can drive now, i hang wif my frens often, we play and do crazy stuff...BUT not going to someone wake or funeral with big bunch of buddies...! ok...i drove my fren there...we went in two...stepping into some place i went before...but it doesnt belongs to me...those idols...those sounds...fire and smoke...fake money...i dont really feel comfortable there...but i really want to put a visit to my fren...py...her bro died of blood cancer...leukemia...i think i've got the correct spelling?? i noe tat she can just break down cos of the death...so i insist to make a visit...
the place was so damn jam...3 person's wake in the same moment...damn...somemore...i dunno which place is hers...i didnt even sms her tat i'm coming...oli way...find wif ur own eyes...luckily...my first 'choice' hit the jackpot...we saw her sitting there...they have sort of so-call-system-or-procedure...we waited there almost one hour to talk to her...she cry her heart out...her eyes seems so so red until i'm so sad and down tat night..."it's good for both...ur bro wont suffer anymore...your family also wont have to suffer then onwards..." tat's wat i can say...but deep inside my heart...it's a pain...burden...i suffer...really much pain dwelling inside me...
i and my fren stuck there fer almost 2 hours...we left cos ws's father gotta get a parang knife chasing her if she's not bak home on time...i rushed her bak...then the burden starts bursting out again...it's a new experience stepping into someone's wake without parents' guidence...without someone to protect you...those images i saw just overcome me...it's really SAD to see someone 23 years old just pass away without knowing God...
those burden...pain i mean is knowing someone...knowing souls just leave the world without knowing God...without knowing Him who saves them...without accepting God as their savior...i said it's a relief...but it's NOT!! yes...they left this cruel and painful world...but their next and forever destination it's more and more suffering...it feel so pain when i see souls just going there...
these burdens....God put 'em into me...He let me see...how painful His heart is...He let me feel 'em also...and He's always talking to me...i noe i need to prepare for those prophesies...i need to medidate 'em...as i am making into reality...i AM going to...! so Lord help me...to be sensitive to you...i'm getting mad n dissapointed as many of 'em dont appreciate You...give me those strength to overcome 'em.....
life...so fragile...so brittle...friends....appreciate yours...as it's the ONLY one you get...make it meaningfull and cherish 'em... kado...i'm cherishing mine...so wat bout yours?? [11:56pm]
Actually they hv their choice...
Perhaps they listen about the Gospel be4 bt v duno....he leave the world with his trust..different religion...bt v nothing can do it...cause v duno wat will happen to anyone...U no nid to sad wat...bt if u got this feeling mayb the God want u to lead ppl to spread the gospel leh...who know...just u hv to go at it n try ur best to spread the gospel....haha....
Hey, calm down gal.. calm down. I myself understand the 'burdens' you meant. Its really hard seeing someone leave without knowing God. I myself was devastated that someone young who had faith in God left us and is standing by his side now. I can;t tell you much about what should you do or so. But I can tell you that maybe the someone young who had just passed away may had been very a good person in his earthly life and that God himself wants to take him back to be by his side? This is what I figured out myself when I am going through my own heart-breaking experience... I prefer to think that way rather than something even more scarier... If you know what I am talking about...
May he R.I.P..
thx shyuan,
i'm just getting burden as end day is coming...
it's scary...really...
the world is getting more cruel and no moral values lives among society...no one out there really cares wat is God...they dont even want to have a God...for them...they want to live so independently and make themselves God...
quite worried for those who r Christians also...when we step into the society...wil we changed?? just get lost and just chase for wat's good in human's eye...?
haiz...tat's all burden of Christians...we nid to hold each other...then surely we wil see each other in heaven...^^
yor L...
sometimes i believe tat God has put something inside me...He wants me to do something tat really change...
hmmm...so tat's why YOU as Christian also has tis burden ya...
we cant safe those souls who left...but we still got chances to safe those are just around us..^^
gambateh~~!!
好讨厌看英文啊..呜呜
蕴如...
抱歉哦...我不太会打华文啦...现在都快要生锈了...赫赫...
如果有机会的话...呃...应该会试试吧~^^
Hey joanne,
As a Christian,I also not so faith to GOD also...Actually i'm still hanging in my religion..How to express neh?
Erm,just like a bird,the bird like to go out the world n "fly" into due to the curiousity to the world...the birds belived that the only God created him bt when the difficulties or problems come into it...thn the bird will only seek the GOd for help....u know wat i mean??
Actually i quit timidly cause when hindrance come to my...i will seek GoD for help...That y i'm still hang-ing...cant put FULL OF TRUST...just I want to arrange my destiny..bt wat u said in reality....GOD control all of us...bt HE gave us to make a decison by ourself...so the soul has gone thn let it b...GOD mayb will change HIS mind mayb condone their sin neh.....whose know...?? ^^
Just GOD know wat HE doing....
Actually i got some question that about GOD..n i belive that NOBODY can answer my QUESTIONS......^^
lil birdy L...
haha...
like to fly ya...u can be a pilot in the future...!! ^^
wat u told me in the comment...i've told u wat i think bout it...
just one more suggestion..."IT'S TIME TO GET BAPTISE!!!"
understand...?
everyone sure go through prob and also question...so u must let ur spirit to grow...baptise is really good...
it improves ur relationship wif God...
so so...wat's ur 'sure-no-answer-question'...?
haha...baptise??
wait the moment that i hv touched....
erm....the Q is....
Where the GOD come from??
Why the heaven will exist?
How HE create the SPACE, i mean huge thn solar system?
Did HE hv a wife??
Did a time that without GOD or be4 GOD existed wat had happened and what make the GOD b existed??
Hmm.........
L...
just prepare ur heart and GO!!!
answers:
i)God is the alpha and omega...He's the first and last...He is in every place...i mean EVERY...so there's no 'where does God come from'...because He is everywhere...anywhere you can imagine...
ii)God lives in heaven...it also means tat our heavenly Father, Jesus and all angels are there...besides tat...He also wants His obedient children to live with Him...so there is heaven...
iii)HOW?? are you nuts?? dont you read the bible?? He only needs to SAY...just say 'light', 'earth', 'day and night'...then they exist...!!He is God...you have no such wisdom and intelligence to know wat he knows...He just can do anything in anyway in His own wisdom...we human being just cant do it...
iv)wife?? you really think too much...God is God...God is not human being...only human being needs a partner of life...human being have lots and lots of weaknesses...we need help throughout of whole life...BUT He is God...He dont need anyone's help...He is God...not human being...human and God...totally two different things!
v)'God is ever exist' heard before?? i heard this many times...as a Christian you should know this...there are NO such thing tat God doesn't exist or there is a time God not yet exist...He is ever exist...i repeat again...ever ever exist...from yesterday, today and tommorow...!so when God is ever exist...there wont be a question'wat make God exist'...
tat's my answer for ur question...i thank God tat i can answer them immedietely without thinking much...tat's not 'sure-no-answer-question'...
=.=''..........ok loh u hv answer me alrdy.......
Actually in scientific theoritically i cant find the answer.......
Wat u said i known n heard be4...just...
hmm.........anyway thx o~~~~U got wisdom...it's from GOD...i can see through ur sipritical life..ALL THE TIME WITH GOD...ur church can growthing in well-situation.......^^
L...
you're too science student larh...
think too much...
there was a fight in rome...between religious leaders and scientist...heard before??
not all things can be explained by science...true enough not everything can get an answer by language...
God bless you wif wisdom...His wisdom...use them as He blessed you...pray and you'll get ur answer...
thx fer tat...i'm also very happy to have His wisdom...as i asked so long ago...^^
all the best, onn...