*~.It's Christmas <3.~*
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Jingle bell, jingle bell~
We wish you a merry christmas~
Feliz Navidad, bala bababa~
Joy to the world~

Yo guys, It's Christmas!! ♥
Aikss, although today is 26th, but the joy of Christmas is still in my heart.
Finally,
Everything i'm putting effort into,
Everything i'm real busy into,
Everything i'm really care and love,
Comes to an end. =)
Those appointments and dates wif my church buddies,
Gone and end.

Christmas,
Is always a time to remember His birth and His deeds.
To celebrate His birth,
To get fully busy wif all presentation n decorations.
And surely,
To get insane wif my church buddies.
This year special case,
Also spending time wif band kaki. =p
It's always busy, same and it's a repeatation.
I appreciate 'em.
I love 'em.
It becomes a routine tat i never want to leave.
Although i'll get super busy wif Christmas stuff.
But i enjoyed.
And i surely hope tat it wont change for the rest of my life~!

I attended 2 church celebration,
Surely 1 is mine and another is onn's.
It's fun running around during tis festive.
Hanging out wif frens until 3am??
Kaka, make my hair spoilt till it's root.
Spraying spray and making up till mad~!
*enjoyed*

My physical doesn't give me full cooperation,
My body condition get weird these days.
Giving me some sadness and tiredness.
Haha, but i'm strong enough. ^^

Hmm,
I'm somehow different this Christmas.
Not to say i dont have义气,
It's just a matter of time,
One day,
You guys will figure it out by YOURSELF.. =)

Wanna share some pics here.
Some rare ones~ =p
For more photos on Christmas Eve, welcome you to view my fb~ =)
Enjoyed~!

Enn wif SKIRT! Love this sooo much~ =)

Yin and me~ =)

Latest pic wif my bro~

Gor gor timothy. The druken. =p

Backdrop of our celebration.

This thing keep me busy for the whole December.

All red-dies, the carolling ones. =)
Just part of our youth.
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*~.No Reason.~*
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No Reason,
I'm too angry to talk about.

No Reason,
I'm too sad to mention bout this.
Heart broken, there's no way this could happened.

No Reason,
I'm MAD!!!

No Reason,
It's impossible, no way and no doubt before.
This would be ridiculous, joking right?!
I'm crying my heart out, wat's infront of me...i really cant stand it.
Hope tat i wont get a heart attack.

No Reason,
I just HATE them!!!


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*~.Exhausted.~*
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Ppl i'm back~!!!
Wif super tired body here...
I really dont have much time sitting infront of this laptop.
I'm not on9 for more than 1 week..
Resons- i'm always bak at 11-12am, and my bro keeps on surfing on it..i mean 24/7.
But i got this feeling,
and it's urging me to blog..
hmmm, i love blogging~♥


There goes another busy week..
In and out but not rest and play...
It's all about Christmas,
And i'm really putting lots and lots of effort into it guys..
Come and visit my church if you're free on Christmas Eve..
There are cool and nice presentations and lots of FOODS~!! =)
No doubt..
I'm out for singing class,
Then rush to carol practises...another then to piano class..
Crawl to P&W Christmas practise...
Back home to take care of my aunt..
Sorry to inform you all, my aunt is in my house after operation.
And she's using my room for another 1 month..thx to tat, i'm sleeping in my office floor for 1 month~! =(
Then suddenly a call, "come for carol practise now, thx"
Duh!!!
Later it's time to buy carol shirts..we bought body gloves ones..
Hmmm, my first pinky t-shirt...=)

Well, actually i've more and more to talk bout...
Always having headache and feelings of urgh..
Rushing here and there..
Feelings of ppl looking lil at you...
I'm always infront of the keyboard these days..you know why (for some of you)
Singing high pitch notes non stop..
Just for the sake of concert next year..
Making appointment here and there, for singing, piano, carol, P&W and bla bla bla...
I hope to continue more bout all these stuff..
No time no time..
My alarm rings, it's time again..
To get fully busy today..
I'll be bak when i'm free..
Should i say~
Stay tuned~ ♥
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*~.Do i know you.~*
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Neh!!!
Phew, phew, phew..
quite sometime i was blank...keep on seeing frens updating theirs while i remain mine...
I was not having empty schedule, just felt nothing worth to mention bout...
p/s, my bro snatch this laptop away from days since chinese was the oli paper left..
It was heaven for him now..
Missing those days last year, when i was so free till i flew to taiwan..♥
arrrgggh!!
my weight show no sign of decreasing...T.T
i'm crapping..it was increasing for this past 1 year...
duh!!
Do i know you??
i'm not losing memories, i'm asking myself...
These days, especially now, this question kept on mingle over me.
It was not the 1st time,
Others do know who am i more than myself.
They can analysis my every character, actions, thinking..
Although it's not 100/100, but why they can?
frankly speaking, i cant...
I cant actually analysis wat am i, wat do i really like, wat kind am i..
I just know wat action i'm taking as it happens frequently.
sometimes when they describe me,
I wonder, am i such person??
How do they know me so good...
hmm,
sometimes i really do wonder why i so stupid...
walao,
getting more n more ppl saying me- N (naive n noob) T.T
Maybe tis holiday make me insane...
Christmas is coming soon...=)
although thinking of tat create more problems..
aiya...
dont ever make myself sad...^^
But, let me ask you something first...
*Do you know me?*
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*~.Monday blue.~*
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It's monday right??
I'm totally in blue mood!!
No idea wat happen to me,
mooooody~~~~
So my oli reason is- *MONDAY BLUE*


Starting when i heard bout tis phrase,
I asked,
Why not red, yellow or green...
Monday green??? @@
yarkkk...
Sounds so weird...T.T
Alright, bak to topic..
I found out why it's monday, not tuesday or friday..
And why it's blue, not purple or pink...^^

Let's break the idiom into its meaning components:
Monday+Blue.
Monday is the first day of the week for Christians,
Functionally, however, it has turned to be the first working day for many ppl.
Let us look at some connotations of Monday:

1. Monday morning feeling: the way people feel after the weekend (= Saturday and Sunday) when they do not want to go to work or school: I've got that Monday morning feeling.

2. Monday-morning quarterback: someone who says how an event or problem should have been dealt with by others after it has already been dealt with.

3. Don't you hate going back to school on Mondays?

On the other hand, wat bout BLUE??
Blue was first use only as a color in English, and people started to associate it with many different emotions, meanings, memories, attitudes, etc.
If you study the English texts, however, you will find most of the cases to be negatively-oriented:

1. Her hands were blue with cold (= slightly blue because of the cold).

2. feeling or showing sadness: He's been a bit blue since he failed his exams.

3. a type of slow, sad music, originally from the southern US, in which the singer typically sings about their difficult life or bad luck in love: Billie Holiday was famous for singing the blues.

4. have the blues: to feel sad

To put all these together, we can define MONDAY BLUES as:
The low-spirited, cool, annoyed, sad, unlucky mood of those workers, students, or employees who feel that a mundane, difficult, unexpected Weekday is arriving to force them into going back to work, killing their joys and annoying them.

I'm so blue-wy...!!
Sweep sweep, come purple come pink...
I dun wan a =( face...
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*~.I miss my LONG HAIR!!.~*
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I regret........
Tat's the only word i can say...
I'm back to wat i looked 1 year ago, i'm having short hair now....T.T
i miss my loooong hair!!
haiz, actually i cant do anything, the only way is just to wait and wait, wait for them to grow back.
actually i went to saloon on tuesday. Hoping to get some rebounding.
The uncle was great.
His skills, how he communicate, how to joke wif us..he was a great man..=)
But, i dunno why i just accept his advice to cut my sideburn! T.T
You also went to saloon before, if you node ur head, ur hair is gone.
Just wat i experienced before, my whole head lose 3 inches of hair!! OMG!!
If you know me, i do love my hair very much and i keep on growing my hair.
I have not been to saloon for this pass 1 year just to keep them long.
Then here comes my nightmare, i'm having the same length of short hair on year 2008.
Sob sob sob........T.T
When i get back to my room, i looked into the mirror, i think i cried?? oops~
Somehow i just cant accept this fact, tat i said 'yes' to cut my hair short......=(
My whole brain,
still thinking about my hair my hair..
no face see ppl...@@
1 more year....1more year...
Nid to wait 1 more year oli i can become someone i want?!
Haiz....speaking frankly...
I got nothing to do...
Wat i nid is to just....
WAIT~~~~!!
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*~.Meteor, my shooting star.~*
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There was always a saying, : When you close your eyes and wish in front of a meteor, your dreams will surely come true! I do always LOVE meteor, especially meteor shower!! But, i'm not into any myth of it. For me, to see them shooting across you, i'm happy and surely, i'll scream!! =p

My first experience of seeing meteor was during my taiwan trip last year, erm...approximately between november and december. "WOW" that was my reaction, i got stunned for at least 5 seconds before screaming and shouting out!!! Haha, it was really a memorable memories when i saw something i never expected and deep inside my heart, i wish to see more of them in my life!!! My dream nia................=p

You would never believed, 2nd chance just hit into my face! In other words, yesterday midnight. I saw news bout meteor shower in fb. *muackz to fb* I fight for chance to go to pd wif my buddies just to watch meteor shower during midnight. Actually i quarrel wif my mom because of this matter, but for me-worth it!! I was never allowed to be back home after 12am. But, meteor trip to pd will crush this rule till pieces. The time predicted to be bak home is before 5am. Oh gosh, it's too over! Never mind never mind...i'll just got scold oli...........sweat!

Laying on the cold and sanding beach, putting ur all concentration towards the dark shinny sky, singing songs wif ur bunch of buddies, it is really enjoyable. We actually waited for almost 5 hours there. Finally we reap our efforts between 2-4am. I saw 20++ meteors in 2 hours!! OMG, tat was magnificient, wonderful, marvellous!!! 13 durah leng scream all the way long when we saw meteor shooting across our face. Some are easy to detect, but most nid patience and straining of eyes. Btw, i enjoyed soooo much as one of my dreams come true!! I thank Him so much as these are all chances tat He gave me. I love you!!

These are researches bout wat i saw this dawn :" During the 2009 Leonid meteor shower, you may see anywhere from 30 to 300 shooting stars an hour, depending on whether you're in the right place to see Tuesday's showy peak before dawn, experts predict. But in Asia, the peak happens during predawn hours, so observers there will have a front row seat for this year's display."

And here comes the name of the meteor shower, Leonid Meteor Shower. The Leonids are so named because they seem to radiate from the constellation Leo, the lion, which rises above the northeastem horizon. "The most spectacular meteor shower is probably the Leonids, the King of Meteor Showers[10] which peaks on a day near 17 November. Approximately every 33 years the Leonid shower produces a "meteor storm", peaking at rates of thousands of meteors per hour."

So guys, it means that the meteor shower yesterday appear 33years once!! I'm really flying in the sky...i'm soooo blessed to see them yesterday!! Imagine in 33 years time, i'm 51 year-old. I'm almost an old lady and i'm sure busy wif my job, my hubby, my children, my boss, my............actually i dont think i will have another better chance to watch them under the beach wif my buddies, singing songs and crap all day long until 5am!!!

Cant sleep. When i close my eyes, i see stars shimmering, meteor flying across, smell the salty sea, feel the cold land breeze. I still can hear friends singing songs along and ppl laughing and running around wif laughters. Heard kb saying he wants to dump me into the sea, my head laying on lco's hand *maaf ya*. Sweet dreams and a beautiful midnightmare.....
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