*~.Perfect ending with my STPM result.~*
めぐみ
Yea,
Indeed STPM result was out just 2 days ago.
And indeed there's laughter and disappointment.
But most of it,
They are worried about what course should they take.
Worried what their future holds with the result they receive.


Yea,
Me too received my result.
Although i name it 'perfect' but it's not that so-called perfect.
But it's enough and i'm satisfied with it.
I got 3A and 1B-.
And what?!!
B-?!
Why having such big difference with your another 3 subjects?!
It's like starting from A to A- to B+ to B and to B-.
I got B- for my 'lovely' maths.
Franlky, i never ever enjoy myself studying that for the whole form 6.
It was so tough and suffer so much!!!
I really work very hard for my maths and quite disappointed with it.
But never mind, i was really proud with my pa, econ and business!!
I got perfect A for them. =)))


Next should be no problem for me as i have enough pointer to enter mass com.
And suddenly so much stuff just pop out,
And everything i planned since form 5 just destroyed!
I know it should be something so 'WOW' since it's better than entering local uni,
But...........
Just cant describe my feelings here.


Btw,
I believe that He holds my future,
What i need to do is to pray and believe.
And lastly, i LOVE you all!! =)))


*Felt really terrible now*

23/2/2011
2.34am
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*~.You're my Valentine.~*
めぐみ
First and foremost,
Ladies and gentlemen, I'M BACK!!


It was indeed a long break,
After stpm, it was darn exhausted!


And back to the point,
Yesterday was 14/2 - Valentine's Day.
And it's my very first special valentine!


I spend my whole day with him,
From morning till noon till night until midnight! XD
It's kinda lepak the whole day rather than paktoh~


Then we had a great and perfect valentine's dinner in Kensington.
Starting we had our starters- Salad, sushi and mutton with cabbage! >.<






Then comes our wine! Great and tasty mixed fruit beer. =)



Here comes our main course, mine is beef with rib bones, and his is black pepper chicken. Yummy!!








Finally, is our desert with my lovely pink rose! <3





Next, we went for movie.
"I love Hong Kong"
Nice and funny movie, simple nice and meaningful. =)


Real glad to past this day with someone so special to me.
I love you! =)


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*~.Kiss the Rain.~*
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I often close my eyes,
And i can see you smile,
You reach out for my hand,
And i'm woken from my dream,
Although your heart is mine,
I never had your love,
And i never will.
And every night,
I lie awake,
Thinking maybe you love me,
Like i've always love you.
But how can you love me,
Like i loved you when,
You cant even look at me
Straight into my eyes.
I never felt this way,
To be so in love,
To have someone there,
Yet feel so alone,
Aren't you supposed to be,
The one who wipe my tears,
The one to say you'll never leave me.
The water's calm and still,
My reflection is there,
I see you holding me,
But then you disappear.
All that is leave is you,
Is a memory,
One that only, exists in my dream.
I dont know what hurts you,
But i can feel it too,
And it just hurts so much,
To know i cant do a thing.
And deep down in my heart,
Somehow i just know,
That no matter what,
I'll always love you.
I often close my eyes,
And i can see your smile,
You reach out for my hand,
And i'm woken from my dream,
Although your heart is mine,
It's hollow inside,
I never had your love,
And i never will.
So why am i still here in the rain.
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*~.My first blood donation.~*
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It always seems to be scary when it comes to 'blood',
Dont let me see someone bleeding there,
And next, I should be the one who will be send to hospital! >.<


I'm always in such 'lack blood' stage,
But kinda excited when this blood donation activity is going on.
So I somehow cheated one of the doctor,
And make my way straight for blood donation!!


It seems too normal for me,
My blood flows so fast and i'm so fine to be mentioned.
Until when the bag is half-fulled,
Images seems starting to get blur,
And starting to have some headache.
My blood starts to drips than flows,
I got so pale that nurses coming around me,
Checking whether i blurred off.


Waited quite long to fill up my blood bag,
And i just lay, resting for almost 30 minutes compared to others which takes bout 10 minutes.
Both hands and legs get so 'soft',
Face getting so pale,
BUT,
I'm always ready to get my 2nd blood donation in no time!!
=)))))
*kinda addicted*
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*~.Imma lazybump.~*
めぐみ
'Time flies girl, wake up and get ur butt off the bed!'
Tat happens to me everyday.
Duh, time really flies.
2 weeks, 14 days and, i wasted them all.

Basically,
I sleep *the MOST*, i eat, i play, i walk around doing nothing *always*, and i get sick for 1 whole week.
As a student, i should study rite?
And i proudly present you that i never study at all for this whole 2 weeks!!
OMG,
I'm crazy right?! I'm losing control as i enjoyed myself to the fullest this honeymoon for me! =)

At least,
Someone brought me to somewhere for something that i would never ever want to forget that day, it's special~ =)
Hmm, sounds like i need someone to hit my butt in order to start those rusty engine again.

Haha,
Imma lazybump~!!
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