*~.Feelings flow here.~*

*~.Do i know you.~*

めぐみ

Neh!!!

Phew, phew, phew..

quite sometime i was blank...keep on seeing frens updating theirs while i remain mine...

I was not having empty schedule, just felt nothing worth to mention bout...

p/s, my bro snatch this laptop away from days since chinese was the oli paper left..

It was heaven for him now..

Missing those days last year, when i was so free till i flew to taiwan..♥

arrrgggh!!

my weight show no sign of decreasing...T.T

i'm crapping..it was increasing for this past 1 year...

duh!!

Do i know you??

i'm not losing memories, i'm asking myself...

These days, especially now, this question kept on mingle over me.

It was not the 1st time,

Others do know who am i more than myself.

They can analysis my every character, actions, thinking..

Although it's not 100/100, but why they can?

frankly speaking, i cant...

I cant actually analysis wat am i, wat do i really like, wat kind am i..

I just know wat action i'm taking as it happens frequently.

sometimes when they describe me,

I wonder, am i such person??

How do they know me so good...

hmm,

sometimes i really do wonder why i so stupid...

walao,

getting more n more ppl saying me- N (naive n noob) T.T

Maybe tis holiday make me insane...

Christmas is coming soon...=)

although thinking of tat create more problems..

aiya...

dont ever make myself sad...^^

But, let me ask you something first...

*Do you know me?*

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*~.Monday blue.~*

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It's monday right??

I'm totally in blue mood!!

No idea wat happen to me,

mooooody~~~~

So my oli reason is- *MONDAY BLUE*

Starting when i heard bout tis phrase,

I asked,

Why not red, yellow or green...

Monday green??? @@

yarkkk...

Sounds so weird...T.T

Alright, bak to topic..

I found out why it's monday, not tuesday or friday..

And why it's blue, not purple or pink...^^

Let's break the idiom into its meaning components:

Monday+Blue.

Monday is the first day of the week for Christians,
Functionally, however, it has turned to be the first working day for many ppl.

Let us look at some connotations of Monday:

1. Monday morning feeling: the way people feel after the weekend (= Saturday and Sunday) when they do not want to go to work or school: I've got that Monday morning feeling.

2. Monday-morning quarterback: someone who says how an event or problem should have been dealt with by others after it has already been dealt with.

3. Don't you hate going back to school on Mondays?

On the other hand, wat bout BLUE??

Blue was first use only as a color in English, and people started to associate it with many different emotions, meanings, memories, attitudes, etc.
If you study the English texts, however, you will find most of the cases to be negatively-oriented:

1. Her hands were blue with cold (= slightly blue because of the cold).

2. feeling or showing sadness: He's been a bit blue since he failed his exams.

3. a type of slow, sad music, originally from the southern US, in which the singer typically sings about their difficult life or bad luck in love: Billie Holiday was famous for singing the blues.

4. have the blues: to feel sad

To put all these together, we can define MONDAY BLUES as:
The low-spirited, cool, annoyed, sad, unlucky mood of those workers, students, or employees who feel that a mundane, difficult, unexpected Weekday is arriving to force them into going back to work, killing their joys and annoying them.

I'm so blue-wy...!!

Sweep sweep, come purple come pink...

I dun wan a =( face...

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*~.I miss my LONG HAIR!!.~*

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I regret........

Tat's the only word i can say...

I'm back to wat i looked 1 year ago, i'm having short hair now....T.T

i miss my loooong hair!!

haiz, actually i cant do anything, the only way is just to wait and wait, wait for them to grow back.

actually i went to saloon on tuesday. Hoping to get some rebounding.

The uncle was great.

His skills, how he communicate, how to joke wif us..he was a great man..=)

But, i dunno why i just accept his advice to cut my sideburn! T.T

You also went to saloon before, if you node ur head, ur hair is gone.

Just wat i experienced before, my whole head lose 3 inches of hair!! OMG!!

If you know me, i do love my hair very much and i keep on growing my hair.

I have not been to saloon for this pass 1 year just to keep them long.

Then here comes my nightmare, i'm having the same length of short hair on year 2008.

Sob sob sob........T.T

When i get back to my room, i looked into the mirror, i think i cried?? oops~

Somehow i just cant accept this fact, tat i said 'yes' to cut my hair short......=(

My whole brain,

still thinking about my hair my hair..

no face see ppl...@@

1 more year....1more year...

Nid to wait 1 more year oli i can become someone i want?!

Haiz....speaking frankly...

I got nothing to do...

Wat i nid is to just....

WAIT~~~~!!

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*~.Meteor, my shooting star.~*

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There was always a saying, : When you close your eyes and wish in front of a meteor, your dreams will surely come true! I do always LOVE meteor, especially meteor shower!! But, i'm not into any myth of it. For me, to see them shooting across you, i'm happy and surely, i'll scream!! =p

My first experience of seeing meteor was during my taiwan trip last year, erm...approximately between november and december. "WOW" that was my reaction, i got stunned for at least 5 seconds before screaming and shouting out!!! Haha, it was really a memorable memories when i saw something i never expected and deep inside my heart, i wish to see more of them in my life!!! My dream nia................=p

You would never believed, 2nd chance just hit into my face! In other words, yesterday midnight. I saw news bout meteor shower in fb. *muackz to fb* I fight for chance to go to pd wif my buddies just to watch meteor shower during midnight. Actually i quarrel wif my mom because of this matter, but for me-worth it!! I was never allowed to be back home after 12am. But, meteor trip to pd will crush this rule till pieces. The time predicted to be bak home is before 5am. Oh gosh, it's too over! Never mind never mind...i'll just got scold oli...........sweat!

Laying on the cold and sanding beach, putting ur all concentration towards the dark shinny sky, singing songs wif ur bunch of buddies, it is really enjoyable. We actually waited for almost 5 hours there. Finally we reap our efforts between 2-4am. I saw 20++ meteors in 2 hours!! OMG, tat was magnificient, wonderful, marvellous!!! 13 durah leng scream all the way long when we saw meteor shooting across our face. Some are easy to detect, but most nid patience and straining of eyes. Btw, i enjoyed soooo much as one of my dreams come true!! I thank Him so much as these are all chances tat He gave me. I love you!!

These are researches bout wat i saw this dawn :" During the 2009 Leonid meteor shower, you may see anywhere from 30 to 300 shooting stars an hour, depending on whether you're in the right place to see Tuesday's showy peak before dawn, experts predict. But in Asia, the peak happens during predawn hours, so observers there will have a front row seat for this year's display."

And here comes the name of the meteor shower, Leonid Meteor Shower. The Leonids are so named because they seem to radiate from the constellation Leo, the lion, which rises above the northeastem horizon. "The most spectacular meteor shower is probably the Leonids, the King of Meteor Showers^[10] which peaks on a day near 17 November. Approximately every 33 years the Leonid shower produces a "meteor storm", peaking at rates of thousands of meteors per hour."

So guys, it means that the meteor shower yesterday appear 33years once!! I'm really flying in the sky...i'm soooo blessed to see them yesterday!! Imagine in 33 years time, i'm 51 year-old. I'm almost an old lady and i'm sure busy wif my job, my hubby, my children, my boss, my............actually i dont think i will have another better chance to watch them under the beach wif my buddies, singing songs and crap all day long until 5am!!!

Cant sleep. When i close my eyes, i see stars shimmering, meteor flying across, smell the salty sea, feel the cold land breeze. I still can hear friends singing songs along and ppl laughing and running around wif laughters. Heard kb saying he wants to dump me into the sea, my head laying on lco's hand *maaf ya*. Sweet dreams and a beautiful midnightmare.....

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*~.Double champ double glory.~*

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It was like yesterday..that i still can see those hardwork we done during the preparation of our drama competition. It is the annual form 6 english drama competition..it was something meaningless and wasting time for me at first...but after the whole thing, i and my class really enjoy the moments although the process and journey was difficult and bumpy..

As you know, i'm in art class now..facing different classmates i ever meet before, facing different attitudes and characters of them, having foul language all day long, damn and useless jokes and not having the cooperation and spirit in them...these attitudes really makes me and yc mad!! Furthermore we are having our finals the week before drama, finals and MUET pack our schedule. The whole scrip finished just after we finished our finals...Between 7 days, we finished rehearsal, practising violin skills and those backdrops. Show you guys those photos, i really do like 'em sooo much!!

I'm not sure why there are classes which are making us their enemy or challenger, they pop up as time goes near..feeling of enemies and anxious fill us...and when we see others preparing their stuff and few classes having much more classmates than us. It comes the pressure and our mental got so tired. Everyday we stay back and drive out to buy stuff for the competition. Getting in going out, rushing in and hurry back...duh!! So tired. Everything come back to normal path during the last few days. All cooperate and we had 2 rehearsal and we're fully prepared for the competition!!!

It was really rewarding when we got 1st in the competition. No doubt, our director is really talented..*i'm lifting you high up yc* Without any teachers help and guidance, we won!! All of us found comfortable wif each other although in the pass we had lots of arguements. It was really a relief!!! I am really proud of wat we achieve. Ppl look down at us, but we prove to them we aint JERK!! Our class's results aint bottom but above, we got 1st in canteen day and drama competition, our maths results breaking records compared to our seniors in those years behind, we got lousy teachers but you cant underestimate how great we are...hahaaa. Maybe i'm too boasting around, we still got weaknesses inside us, but just wanna tell those who look down at us. See wat we achieve, DONT EVER STEP US DOWN!!

Alright, i gotta end. Share some great memories wif you guys. ENJOY!!!