yea...he is now with a bitch there! i am NOT jeolous about it~just cant stand how flower flower heart he is...haha...within XX days he can say those f****-ing words...CONGRAS! to both of you...memang sepadan...

your mouth can sprinkles those damn words into nice, smell good words...even they taste sweet...like honey...OH...suddenly i rmb tat...you both have the same mouth even...where can i find to 'lovely' couple in this sand-filled-earth?? nope...you both are so so so special...

everyone knows wat tat bitch did...and you are so co-operative...u guys make such damn working team~i cant say you guys as stereotypically portrayed anti-intellectual, superficial or even being flashy...*wah, so bright*...i just describe YOU as gaudy flashy...maybe u seems uncouth these days...bluh...never mind...i dont care and are NOT interested now...! erm...forever...?! yea...

'bye...?' 'nothing can we say already...?' COME ON...use your own brain...if you dont have one...use your kidney...sometimes your word or even your face rile me...yea...so...just fly where you want...it's not my business...wat u gotta do is to inform your 'cutey' bitch...yap! OK-TAT'S OVER!

ermm...maybe all of you will think that i'm out of my mind...maybe like something so-called-something came inside my body...NOPE...nothing happened to me...just throwing out my damn bad feelings out...tis doesn't influced me as a really good-excellent-bravo-english-MUET-teacher's daughter...i am still who am i...just when something bad splash on your head...you can't stand those smelly-dirty-polluted water dripping on your head...I AM STILL WHO I AM...so~ don't get frighten of me...haha~

good day guys...! [11:32pm]

Skol holidays pass fer more than one week...so it's also time to gain weight...AGAIN~since last year long long break...i memang gain almost 5kg...just because of eating...haiz...but i enjoy it...** lame right...bluh~

Ok...so almost every morning in tis holiday...i drive my family fer breakfast...hehe...at least i'm driving now~ so so so...i order '面粉糕' tat sweet morning...memang enjoy larh...those taste...love it dy...hehe~

Then...next nite after de breakfast...we drive to rasah jaya and try to taste the so-call-known 面粉糕...wow...i enjoy it another time...dunno y just like it in a sudden...sweat all around but still enjoying it...hehe~

So so...the very very next morning again...i also drive them to have our lovely breakfast...wakakaka...i order 面粉糕 again again...my parents say tat i am addicted dy~ bo bian ya...like it ma...but tis time is麻辣面粉糕...some kind of板面larh...u guys noe tat i love spicy food wat...just cant forget those delicious taste of it...hehe~

Bwahahaha...tis is my 4th time...but tis time is laksa面粉糕...hehe...nice bo? ENJOY so much...wahaha...i memang in面粉糕fever larh...ate fer 4 days berturut-turut leh...now i think back...feel tat i got lil 'sot' dy...now i dont dare to eat again...scare of it dy...dunno next time is wat food leh...eat eat eat~

For all ur information, i just came back from a camp...my church youth camp in Wesley's Methodist Malacca...it was a great n fun camp...but really tiring...maybe cos of regularly involved in all serving n activities...but i get not much rest after i get back home...unhappy things happen...nvr mind...

It's not i want to tell everyone how bad it's facilities is...just giving out my opinion...kk...the first thing i enter the so-call-dorm...tilam all over...never mind...next, i enter the so-call-hall...o gosh...facilities not fully prepared...look at the drum, i wonder does the drum really works...next next, so-call-canteen...with kindergarten chairs n tables...we look like giants when we sit down...having backache sitting there fer 3 days...toilets n staircase...weird smell spreading every 24 hours...i really really wonder can i survive here fer 3 days...does the Holy Spirit can stand the environment here?? stupid question...BUT...i saw amazing things here within tis 3 days...wonderful and amazing...

The theme of tis camp is 'Encounter with the Holy Spirit'...most of our youth doesn't noe how to speak in tougue...especially those small ones...a big THX to Pastor Kennth Ong...he is a really anointed pastor...God speaks through him these 3 days...fer those little kids...they got tougues and praise the Lord...fer those boys who are self-centred or ego ones change...almost 180 degrees n now my church is full of gentlemen...hehe...>.<

The biggest 'transformation'...i call tat...is when all of us react during p&w...now all of us really respect it and really go into it...really touching scenes when seeing everyone been touch by God...all of us hear wat God wants to tell us...and we really do appreciate it...

Although not much games n rest time fer us...we still get the maximum time to chit-chat...and the best time is during midnite...i slept at 3++am fer 2 nites...dark circles squeezing out...duh...tired man...we also have one private party after our visit in jonker walk...we really go fer makan all over jonker street...having the best food n best drinks...yeah~

After 3 days of non-stop-eating-pedas-food...pimples start coming out and most of us get sick...but we still yell through out the journey back to seremban...bag pack fill with tiredness and also blessing, anointing...i step back home and get some rest...now when i think bak...it's really amazing...in a totally not-good-environment...the youths get the best amongst all the camp we went...maybe some of u think tat it's nothing special...but those who r Christian...u really noes how it feels when the Spirit fall upon u fer exactly 3 days...

Cheers...EFCYF~ Cheers to u...Lord~

Hey yo~I'M BACK~

I promise everyone to be back normal...yup...i'm back wif a big-wide-smile~

Now is 1:08 am, saturday, 6th of june...after almost one month of big 'crush'...now i announce, i'm back normal...just like who am i, wat am i before...sky are still blue, sun still shines...Joanne still smiles...

After my youth camp, i really got touch by Him...he noes my everything...how i go through everything in my life...He holds my hand...and the parang knife is still in His hands...yup...totally anointed...received blessings...i should some how change my plan...change the direction of my compass...get a different map...walk in His way...

I'm 18 now...and i gotta live a different life with His guidance...

Gambateh.....joanne~