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Skol holidays pass fer more than one week...so it's also time to gain weight...AGAIN~since last year long long break...i memang gain almost 5kg...just because of eating...haiz...but i enjoy it...** lame right...bluh~

Ok...so almost every morning in tis holiday...i drive my family fer breakfast...hehe...at least i'm driving now~ so so so...i order '面粉糕' tat sweet morning...memang enjoy larh...those taste...love it dy...hehe~

Then...next nite after de breakfast...we drive to rasah jaya and try to taste the so-call-known 面粉糕...wow...i enjoy it another time...dunno y just like it in a sudden...sweat all around but still enjoying it...hehe~

So so...the very very next morning again...i also drive them to have our lovely breakfast...wakakaka...i order 面粉糕 again again...my parents say tat i am addicted dy~ bo bian ya...like it ma...but tis time is麻辣面粉糕...some kind of板面larh...u guys noe tat i love spicy food wat...just cant forget those delicious taste of it...hehe~

Bwahahaha...tis is my 4th time...but tis time is laksa面粉糕...hehe...nice bo? ENJOY so much...wahaha...i memang in面粉糕fever larh...ate fer 4 days berturut-turut leh...now i think back...feel tat i got lil 'sot' dy...now i dont dare to eat again...scare of it dy...dunno next time is wat food leh...eat eat eat~
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For all ur information, i just came back from a camp...my church youth camp in Wesley's Methodist Malacca...it was a great n fun camp...but really tiring...maybe cos of regularly involved in all serving n activities...but i get not much rest after i get back home...unhappy things happen...nvr mind...

It's not i want to tell everyone how bad it's facilities is...just giving out my opinion...kk...the first thing i enter the so-call-dorm...tilam all over...never mind...next, i enter the so-call-hall...o gosh...facilities not fully prepared...look at the drum, i wonder does the drum really works...next next, so-call-canteen...with kindergarten chairs n tables...we look like giants when we sit down...having backache sitting there fer 3 days...toilets n staircase...weird smell spreading every 24 hours...i really really wonder can i survive here fer 3 days...does the Holy Spirit can stand the environment here?? stupid question...BUT...i saw amazing things here within tis 3 days...wonderful and amazing...

The theme of tis camp is 'Encounter with the Holy Spirit'...most of our youth doesn't noe how to speak in tougue...especially those small ones...a big THX to Pastor Kennth Ong...he is a really anointed pastor...God speaks through him these 3 days...fer those little kids...they got tougues and praise the Lord...fer those boys who are self-centred or ego ones change...almost 180 degrees n now my church is full of gentlemen...hehe...>.<

The biggest 'transformation'...i call tat...is when all of us react during p&w...now all of us really respect it and really go into it...really touching scenes when seeing everyone been touch by God...all of us hear wat God wants to tell us...and we really do appreciate it...

Although not much games n rest time fer us...we still get the maximum time to chit-chat...and the best time is during midnite...i slept at 3++am fer 2 nites...dark circles squeezing out...duh...tired man...we also have one private party after our visit in jonker walk...we really go fer makan all over jonker street...having the best food n best drinks...yeah~

After 3 days of non-stop-eating-pedas-food...pimples start coming out and most of us get sick...but we still yell through out the journey back to seremban...bag pack fill with tiredness and also blessing, anointing...i step back home and get some rest...now when i think bak...it's really amazing...in a totally not-good-environment...the youths get the best amongst all the camp we went...maybe some of u think tat it's nothing special...but those who r Christian...u really noes how it feels when the Spirit fall upon u fer exactly 3 days...

Cheers...EFCYF~ Cheers to u...Lord~
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Hey yo~I'M BACK~

I promise everyone to be back normal...yup...i'm back wif a big-wide-smile~

Now is 1:08 am, saturday, 6th of june...after almost one month of big 'crush'...now i announce, i'm back normal...just like who am i, wat am i before...sky are still blue, sun still shines...Joanne still smiles...

After my youth camp, i really got touch by Him...he noes my everything...how i go through everything in my life...He holds my hand...and the parang knife is still in His hands...yup...totally anointed...received blessings...i should some how change my plan...change the direction of my compass...get a different map...walk in His way...

I'm 18 now...and i gotta live a different life with His guidance...

Gambateh.....joanne~
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First of all...sorry fer tis long long break...busy now...started my form 6 in tunku ampuan durah...chose my aliran...still trying to adapt with tis new environment...




Fer those who r close to me...u guys may noe wat happens to me lately...(bad bad rumours spreading around)...thx fer all ur care...i noe u guys really care fer me...but...i really nid time to stand up again...hurts n cuts all around me...deeply in my heart...i sort of still cant accept wat is happening now...sxxx...




Hibernate...hibernate...i nid it~my soul, mind n physical nid some rest...so...i am taking another long mc fer tis blog...again...sorry...




Wanna thx someone here...when i my heart was cracking up n down...she was there wif me...when my tears splash out...her shoulders r there fer me...she is de one who talk to me when i am crying on de phone...hehe...tat's u...thx alot ya..."i am better"...tat's wat u wan to hear...btw...u guys also do help me out alot...frens r important nia...i learnt...




It's winter...when spring approach...i wil be back...maybe wif a better appearance n inner...thx also fer those who support my blog...although there r few...




Tick, tack, tick...time heals~




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这个漫漫的长假期中...我真是忙到...就来要傻了...嘻嘻...开玩笑啦...其实是忙到没有一天可以好好地休息...跟读书的日子没什么大分别...总之是不停地忙就对了......差别就是我不在学校学院忙...布再跟书本...学业有什么地关系.......我现在忙的就是工作...cheh...可能你会说工作罢了嘛...但......我学习到工作与读书的差别......做工...工作真的很辛苦...好累......读书的时候...我可以天天三点凌晨才去见周公...但工作完全不一样...即时我天天准时十点睡觉...明天早上一样没有精神......你会问...我到底是不是做什么粗工...不是啦不是...我变身做office girl...现在正是一间大工厂的clerk耶...clerk?? 有什么辛苦喔...我开始也是认为...能做office工真的很好喔...不会像在terminal 1做工那么辛苦...工作时间又短...天天晚上还能在家看戏呢......我的黑眼圈不用几久就冒出来了...只需要短短一个星期...又恢复身分便回熊猫了...气死了...之前好不容易才把它们消掉...现在又跑出来...才一个星期...我还会在这儿工作到五月勒...想象不到五月的我是怎样的我......唉...

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毕竟我是个clerk...但大多数杂工都是我做的...也因为酱哟...我有muscle咯...真的...不再是以前的taufu...搬的都不是我以前能搬的...现在能做的...都不是以前的我能办到的...我......进步了...这也是因为...这里每个人都把我当大人看待...对待......虽然我的年龄最小...但......在他们的眼中我是哥哥大人了......所以有很多事情...我都必须逼自己进步...不能让自己败在这些小小的事情里......加油哟.......!

在社会做工...做的当然不同咯...听的...当然也不一样咯......天天跟同事出去吃东西...听他们谈的话题...觉得好新鲜哟...完全都不是我所谈的...我以前跟一大班朋友所谈的...谈的话题都好成熟哦...顿时觉得...我以前所聊的话题好幼稚哟...哈哈......在这方面...我也学习了很多很多...不管在哪方面...都明白了很多...学习了很多.........

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工作狂...掰掰咯......中六...我来咯.........happy to be a student~