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Skol holidays pass fer more than one week...so it's also time to gain weight...AGAIN~since last year long long break...i memang gain almost 5kg...just because of eating...haiz...but i enjoy it...** lame right...bluh~
Ok...so almost every morning in tis holiday...i drive my family fer breakfast...hehe...at least i'm driving now~ so so so...i order '面粉糕' tat sweet morning...memang enjoy larh...those taste...love it dy...hehe~
Then...next nite after de breakfast...we drive to rasah jaya and try to taste the so-call-known 面粉糕...wow...i enjoy it another time...dunno y just like it in a sudden...sweat all around but still enjoying it...hehe~
So so...the very very next morning again...i also drive them to have our lovely breakfast...wakakaka...i order 面粉糕 again again...my parents say tat i am addicted dy~ bo bian ya...like it ma...but tis time is麻辣面粉糕...some kind of板面larh...u guys noe tat i love spicy food wat...just cant forget those delicious taste of it...hehe~
Bwahahaha...tis is my 4th time...but tis time is laksa面粉糕...hehe...nice bo? ENJOY so much...wahaha...i memang in面粉糕fever larh...ate fer 4 days berturut-turut leh...now i think back...feel tat i got lil 'sot' dy...now i dont dare to eat again...scare of it dy...dunno next time is wat food leh...eat eat eat~
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Hey yo~I'M BACK~
I promise everyone to be back normal...yup...i'm back wif a big-wide-smile~
Now is 1:08 am, saturday, 6th of june...after almost one month of big 'crush'...now i announce, i'm back normal...just like who am i, wat am i before...sky are still blue, sun still shines...Joanne still smiles...
After my youth camp, i really got touch by Him...he noes my everything...how i go through everything in my life...He holds my hand...and the parang knife is still in His hands...yup...totally anointed...received blessings...i should some how change my plan...change the direction of my compass...get a different map...walk in His way...
I'm 18 now...and i gotta live a different life with His guidance...
Gambateh.....joanne~
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First of all...sorry fer tis long long break...busy now...started my form 6 in tunku ampuan durah...chose my aliran...still trying to adapt with tis new environment...
Fer those who r close to me...u guys may noe wat happens to me lately...(bad bad rumours spreading around)...thx fer all ur care...i noe u guys really care fer me...but...i really nid time to stand up again...hurts n cuts all around me...deeply in my heart...i sort of still cant accept wat is happening now...sxxx...
Hibernate...hibernate...i nid it~my soul, mind n physical nid some rest...so...i am taking another long mc fer tis blog...again...sorry...
Wanna thx someone here...when i my heart was cracking up n down...she was there wif me...when my tears splash out...her shoulders r there fer me...she is de one who talk to me when i am crying on de phone...hehe...tat's u...thx alot ya..."i am better"...tat's wat u wan to hear...btw...u guys also do help me out alot...frens r important nia...i learnt...
It's winter...when spring approach...i wil be back...maybe wif a better appearance n inner...thx also fer those who support my blog...although there r few...
Tick, tack, tick...time heals~
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工作狂...掰掰咯......中六...我来咯.........happy to be a student~